okay, i know this totally sucks, i mean my blog. since no one goes on it, considering the fact that it's totally dead without new posts and a blank skin which is totally not attractive to the eye. so, oh wells. i'm having O levels now. and i wish myself all the best. today was the last day of school. there were boo hoos and hahas everywhere around the school. and while my friends were happily taking photos, baking in the sun, i was sitting emo-ly on the bench, closing my eyes, trying to wish away the headache that had suddenly decided to posses me. Isn't annoying when it's supposed to be a happy day(last day of school!), but you have to be the one feeling all worked up, cringing at every sound you hear cos it keeps ringing in your ears for the next fifteen minutes?! it's awful. absolutely awful. everyone thought i was feeling upset because i may not see some people again, which is quite true, but i feel quite heartless cos i don't feel at all that sad. i have this nagging feeling that we'll see each other anyway. and besides, if we all work had for O's, we can all go to the same JC, so what's the fuss people?! cheer up and live. well i am pretty incapable of cheering up right now since i have this thumping headache while i'm wearily staring at the screen. i can't believe i've written this much. i amaze myself sometimes. okay, i feel like a vain pig aka narcissist. but i do have a few solo self potraits to prove that. and i have a mirror infront of me right now. anyway cheerios:) and happy study leave to those who have study leave! haha